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2007-11-08T13:05:00.000-08:00

Blor Dead for now. Till further notice !!!!!

2007-10-01T13:07:00.000-07:00

I am back on this day when i actually miss school.
Really dun feel like going sch and attend no lesson.
Imagine you have to wake up early and then no lesson to attend.
Why not just slp a bit later then do wat u want.
I wasnt feeling tt well either.
Down with flu and little headache.
Just wondering who actually went to sch today?
Anyway, time flies 'o' levels practical is only next week.
I am on e second shift for all sci and best part is it is e first shift in our entire sch la.
Meaning that our sch practical is second shift 1st.
However we still have to stay until 1.30 then can go home.
Mood this few days is really on e swing.
Simply thinking too much.
Learn to really accept everything but sometimes there is just a moment when u just hope to think back.
Graduation is over and i just cant help thinking wat to do without all e recess chat and e jokes we had.
Time seems to stop for me.
Looking back i really miss everyone but this one week i dunno when i really wanna attend sch.
Gonna get going with every obstacles.
After a heavy rain is always sunshine so look on e bright side.
Learn to accept and move on.
Nth would change just becuz u ask for time to stop.
Stop e illusion of stopping time, just get e time right and move on.
Shall let myself be away on a vacation bah.
Looking back then would make me awake.
Come on just smile and let e journey continue.

To be continued ........

2007-09-17T21:42:00.000-07:00

Guys, i am back.

Seriously sorry that i had been away for so long.

DUI BU QI !!

Prelim are overs.

Cross another hurdle already.

Left with one big one but i m not gonna let it bothered me.

Many things happen recently that i really think i am matured.

I do wanna blunt out everything but i think i just keep it bah.

Just wanna say stay happy everyone.

Dun get too stressed out wor.

P.S : Gt anything just find me wor darling. Noel dun worry i wont leave u all alone stranded de. I know e hard and pain feelings. So i will nt let u guys suffer de. Had pull u all out from many le so i will still continue wor.

Bye for now wor.
Away.
Dunno when will be back.

Paint my world with rainbow - As Many Colours As Possible !!!

2007-09-08T10:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys, I know i very long never blog le.

Well, have nt been too free to blog bah.

Cuz lazy cum lazy cum lazy la.

Hahax...

Alright, i shall hv a quick post cuz wanna go bath soon. Hahax...

Hmm, holiday ending liao.

Next week Prelim and yeah i haven study.

( Expected la !!!!! )

Just too lazy la.

No mood sia. Wanna slack lor.

Haix.... Sian like hell la.

Wat is this sia.

Yeah, yesterday went to teach my mum friend daughter maths.

Oh man i think i cant teach well sia.

Anyway oni need to teach for 1 mth.

Earn tt money bah. Lolx ^o^

End here.

Wanna do some thing le then bath.

TC.

Update when i free again.

Hahax^^^

2007-08-17T23:36:00.000-07:00

Sry for not updating recently. Shall try summing up things .

Start with 13 August 2007 bah:
It was sure a bad day for me but i really dun feel like myself as everything that happen today does nt take much effect on me.

Alright, i am having my 'O' Level EL oral today and ya I am also getting back my 'O' Level MT today.

Alright, I did quite bad as i score only B3 for it la.

Haix... Really have to retake lor.

Need to score much better and our sch oni 6 ppl gt As la.

So like damn sad sia. A lot of B3 though. Then it was my EL 'O' Level oral la.

Well, I was the no. 9 la. Then while waiting i was totally not myself la.

I was trying to help some of them to feel more relax and i was like super high la.

There was no sign of nervous until my wait outside the room la( After my 10 mins of reading ).

I was really trying my best and feel tt compared to MT, I am more confident la.

I nvr say 'I dunno la' which i really regret tt pull my oral to Merit I think.

Haix, sad la.

Then during e conversation i was like trying my best to get on track but i think i am some where off point la.

The society and selfishness really did stun me cuz i nvr expect e qns but i think i did my best le. That's all for e day i can rmb la.

17 August 2007:
Well, today was really cold la, spend the whole day in coldness even though i wore my sweater la. Imagine e coldness.

Then was like quite slack the whole day cuz after sch was on com till 4 then slp till 6 la.

After tt i bath and off to my Ah Ma house for lunar year dinner la.

It was like super bored lor.

Then my dad was like went off to somewhere lor.

At first my mum and me was intending to take a cab home but cuz my xiao gu gu came so we ask if she could send us home.

Hahax... And yeah, we save on taxi fare lor. Hahax...

Then now i am on com again la. Slacking lor.

Need to end off liao cuz have to fold clothes and wash up.

Think i wanna turn in liao. Jie Jie and boi boi coming home soon liao i suppose.

Bye, i'll try to update again bah.

2007-08-08T20:39:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging.

Happy advance birthday to Singapore.
Going 42th le^^ hahax...
It is just 3hr and 21 mins away.

8 August 2007

Happy 16th Birthday to YiFang and Vivien!!! Hahax^o^
Today Was BBB ( Bring, Browse and buy) Fair.
Help Mdm Lu with the booth to sell coupons la.
Kind of chaotic lor. Lolx... Hahax^^
Cuz i was like away for some time and the crowds were also like suddenly come lor.
Then i did nt manage to tabulate correctly. Lolx... feel kind of bad.
Then was like everyone go home n we were still counting e tickets.
Sry Noel, Si Yun, Jasmine and Min Yi for waiting so long.
Dui bu qi wor.
Then after that our grp went out la. To PC Bunk -- PS
Lolx...
kind of bored in PC bunk watching LK and Noel play so e 4 of us( Jas, MinYi, Si Yun n me), went out wait lor.
We were like sitting at the stairs la then was like so many ppl walking up n down.
Lolx... After tt we went to shop when Lk they all finish playing.
Then we went to first stop at SPOTLIGHT.
Well, is my favourite bah. Lolx... All D.I.Y things lor.
Thought of wat i wanna buy liao for making tt (secret).
Then we saw Jia Xuan there lor. She was buying things to make handphone pouch lor. Lolx... Took some pic there^^:

We were more wild !!!

Hahax... Then we continue shopping la. Lolx^^
Before going home we grab a bite at Mc lor. Lolx...

Then was like everyone ordered sth except me la.

Nt hungry so dun eat le.

Then Lk n Noel wanna go zonex so we went back again lor.

Well, we were wearing sch skirts so cannot enter lor.

Oni Lk and Noel can.
Then we sit outside and snapping again^^

Hahax... lame indeed la. Lolx^^ look at Min Yi--??? wat she doing?

Finally, home sweet home le.
Took MRT home and yeah we snap and we play ^o^:

Lolx, and this is wat we did bah. Hahax^^ Real sian now. Wanna Bath and turn in le^^

2007-08-05T21:36:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging with a super clear mind now.
Thought about many things and is like super clear now bah^^
Complete oni one more hw but i still kind of happy cuz i really did my hw and is like so 'Woah'.
Yeah, hw is like still alot la but i try to do it all tml.
Let me fill a little about yesterday first bah.

4 Aug 2007 :

Shall talk abt e dinner la. Really sian lor.
Must sing national anthem instead but e thing is like dun we sing enough in sch?
Then after that was like so bored la.
Listen to some speech and the food really suck la.
Worst thing should be the sound system la.
There is supposedly sth wrong with e speaker lor.
The sound was like so broken piece la.
Then e music was like gone half way then back lor.
Real stupid la but i like e dance la^^ Hahax...
Then e lucky draw was kind of stupid la.
All akira brand de. So cheap.Lolx...
Then was like went home after tt bah.

5 Aug 2007:

A quite fun day la.
Went to loyang tua pek gong la. So magnificent sia.
The workmanship was like so exclusive la.
Dad say was made in china and e ppl fixed it up one by one.
Then there was like so many new and nice things la.
Everyone should just go there see see too.
Then went ah ma house and slack lor.
Hahax... shall end here to summit my enrichment hw liao. ^o^
Sry no pic again. Lazy to take la.

2007-08-04T12:35:00.000-07:00

Busy, Busy, Busy.

This whole weeks is really killing me.

No time le. Hw was like yeah so much lor.

Need to get it all clear as soon as possible.

Some must even hand in next week.

Bad weekend!!!

Going for national dinner tonight at bedok somemore. Sian lor.

Argh, Need to get started to clear all my homework.

Done only one set but there is more, more and more.

Well, today was like sat and i went back to sch for enrichment programme at 8 la.

Boring before break but quite alert after tt cuz is abt time to go home liao. Hahax...

Nice lesson though just tt is like recaping lor. Nth much to learn la.

Need to do hw somemore so is utterly busy!

When I sent LK to the cross junction, I was like went home la.

Then was kind of like trapped in the lift cuz e few irritating children play with the lift.

Scared the hell out of me sia.

Urgh, Worst thing is like when e door open again, a man walk in la.

He was like having the look of wondering y i nt going out of the lift? Lolx... Malu sia!!!!

Then i ran home after tt and i hurt my hand cuz knock onto the wall.

Is a little red but okay la just pain lor :(

Shall end here bah.

Hungry now, waiting for mum to finish cooking and eat my lunch la.

Bye for now!!

2007-07-27T20:12:00.000-07:00

Back again, lolx seem like so free sia. Hahax...

Trying to slack and relieve myself.

If nt i feel too stress mah.

Hmm, today was nt a bad day wor.

In school was like taking our graduation video lor.

Hahax... it was nt bad but well shall nt voice anything bah.

Feel that we should have thanks miss fu too.

Haix.... Then was like taking bus home cuz it is raining mah.

Saying abt this, it had been raining so often that i think is raining ice la.

So cold tt i had been wearing sweater consecutively.

Well, back to topic la.

Hahax... Then my family went out cuz bro need to make I.C mah.

Wow, is really chaotic there la.

Cuz the entrance is like so messy lor.

Then went up is like wait for quite some time but is nt tt bad la.

Cuz a lot of ppl there mah.

Then went back to Kovan to have my luch at around 4.

There is pasam malam there la.

Brought new cover for my mum hp.

Hahax..actually wanna but stickers too la but think like waste of money too.

Hahax... Then bought some munchy and home sweet home le.

Hahax... no photos today cuz hp direct low batt after talking to darling Noel lor.

She so lame la! Shall nt talk but yeah dun worry too much la.

Dun think in e negative way la.

Everything will be better de la. And see ya la.

Feeling so full with my mum fish porridge but i think it is the more suitable for the cold weather. (^0^)

2007-07-26T18:50:00.000-07:00

All back to blogging. Yeah, No more paper for this week. Slack Slack Slack. Had a great deal of fun yesterday. Hahax..

25 July 2007

Well, Bro bdae So happy belated birthday bah. Hahax... Went out to makan. OMG, sure to grow damn fat de lor. Ate the crab and e noodle. Gosh la, just eat so much that i feel so bloated. Hahax... Then went to find my ah yi to get sth lor. ^^

Here is some pic at my Ah Yi House downstair la^o^

Trying to be lame but i like e effect of the light la. Like a moon sia^^ Took by yours truly^^

After tt just make a u turn to visit my ah ma( wai po ). Well, it had really been a long time since i see her le. Hahax... hair all white liao. Then my cousin was like so cute la. She very funny lor. At first we go in, she like shy shy de dun wanna talk to us. Also dun wanna call us. Then a while later she was like running to me and ask me to play with her la. Yeah, play children game la. Then she was like so in love with e mickey n minnie pic in my phone tt always ask me to make for her to see.

That's her le^^

Took a photo of her past too^^(cute?^o^)

Erm.. yeah she does have lots of mickey n minnie stuff. Hahax... especially e big fan lor.

This pic is from the fan la^^

Then we were like playing colouring too la. She want me to colour with her. The most cute part is she want me to use my hp and take photos of her la. So my phone is like gt her pic lor. Hahax... damn cute sia. Ya, and so i nvr study for tml exam lor. Anyway, today exam was real terrible la. Hopeless liao.

26July2007

Happy cuz last paper of e week liao. Amaths today was nt easy but at least better than yesterday la. After e paper was like helping to keep all e chairs n tables. Then walk home with sister Nurul( LOLx) cuz same bdae so is sister. Hahax... she does have great ambition of being a lawyer sia. Nice to hear from u. Suppose need to learn from u to be sure of wat u want. Lesson today was boring la. MT slack cuz dunno why cher wanna bring us to ava room but is ok la. Hahax... then Maths no cher cuz she went for interview. Break and is like finally. Kind of hungry la. English was oni one lesson so can slack. Is boring anyway.Hahax... Then history was like yeah, surprise test la. Cuz gt interview going on so we must like be silence. Cuz ours is mass lecture so no choice can oni use library. Then chem also no cher la cuz also interview. Hahax... There is however hw lor. Sian, 1 emaths, 1 a maths and 1 chem ws to complete. Sian ar. Feeling so cold sia, cuz the weather is like really freezing la. Had been wearing sweater these few days la. Eyes very tired now la. Cuz of exam and is like so cold la. So cya!!

2007-07-24T21:28:00.000-07:00

well, try to write a short post. Tml having practice exam and i really cant focus. Haix, oni studied a little but nt e important chapters. Dunno la, try to focus later bah. Today realli very pissed off with my eng cher la. She always wanna make us go for srp when other classes can all skip lor. Then she made us do some boring things and we were like juz anyhow do and hand in le. Hahax... Kind of juz feeling so sian for srp as i really dun wanna go. Is waste of time too. Hahax... Well, sry noel for nt waiting for u too. REally sry wor. I go back with u all another day bah. Cuz tml and e following day u all dun have a maths so cant go home with u all. Well, dun so sad le la. Shall end here. BB

2007-07-22T21:44:00.000-07:00

Well, try to post a short post bah.

Mood: Still okay la.

Dun really wish to post anything bah. Real sian in a way lor. Unpleasant things did ahppen today but nt really wanna say bah. Have nt study for tml practice exam. Dunno why just nt in e mood. Failed almost all cuz all i nvr study or juz last min mugging lor. Well, end here bah. Wanna turn in le. Prepare to fail for tml again. Sian lor. No Mood for Studies la !!!!!!

2007-07-21T11:54:00.000-07:00

Well, all back to posting le.
Sorry for not updating la, just all busy and too lazy bah.
Hahax... Long time no blog le so shall write more bah. ( try)
Life is so stres up with all e practice exam tt i have yet to study. Need a break to really breathe. Recent days were juz as bad la. All the practice exam i took can all fail liao lor. Cuz i nvr study and dunno how to do. Haix. Then today i really angry with my kor la. He really cannot think well and wanna do all sort of foolish things la. Pls lor, I beg of u to stop all those foolish idea of joining gang or just injuring urself la. Is utterly foolish to do sth like tt lor. U think it really will solve the problem meh? She will nt love u again de lor. She is attached le la and wats more, she already say she was sorry le. Then u should juz give up la. Haix, i really dunno wat i can say le. I talk to u so many times and u are so stubborn as nt to listen la.

Yesterday(20 july 2007) was racial harmony day and my sch was like poly la. Cuz we were all allowed to wear home clothes to sch. Then only a few wear sch u. It was very fun la taking pic and lesson was like nth much lor. Slack sia. Hahax...

Thanks lk for e photo. Sry tt ur Hp is all full ^^

Then chat with my darlings they all bah. A day of fun that i like. Stress-free is e oni word to describe lor. Hahax^^ At night i did a whole day of handicraft but shall nt disclose for i wanna give my darlings for graduation de^^ Hahax...
Oh ya, darlings lets plan one trip out b4 our prelim wor.^^
Shall end here bah, cuz i need to bath and get down with serious clearing of A maths hw la. Will update when i am free again de ^^

2007-04-28T12:28:00.000-07:00

Back to post. Stress level reached the maximum liao. Yesterday had our first mid -year paper and i am starting to cry. The two paper were killing me la. So difficult. Afraid i will flunk. Many of my frenx also nvr finish e SS sia. I worst bah. Forgot the factor. SEQ sure all weak one la. Left with history to pull up my combine le. So afraid tt history will be like SS sia. Same setter la but hope paper easier. Three essay to study and also the source based. Need to really force everything into my head if not i really will flunk. I dun mind doing badly but at least pass. then physic at first only sec 4 topic but now is everything from sec 3 to sec4 la. Really cant make it la. My sec 3 topic already so weak cum now tt electrcity and the dc motor & ac generator I dun understand la. Sian la... No more memory for all of it liao. Mid year like that, 'o' level sure died. After mid year come our 'o' level chinese then in june we will have our mock exam practical then mock exam. After that come prelim and lastly 'o' level la. Wa, so much test sia. One after another. Mock exam seem the most extra la. Seem like oni our school have sia. Need to go off liao. Update another day.

To LK: remember to study for the physic class test on mon wor ^^

2007-04-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

Hi guys... i am back!!

Sry for nt updating. Nt free n my com is giving me so much problem. Hahax.. Thanks goodness is all back to normal le. Yeah!! Love my com so much.

Well, days passed on n guess wat, next fri start e first mid-year paper le!!! I haven done my revision. Worst still, hw is stacking like a mountain lor !!! Stress level had reached e maximum already. Mid-year already so stress, wat will i be like when '0' level comes?? Sure died from head explosion lor. Need help badly in clearing my hw n PHYSIC !!! It is killing me. I hate e topic on electricity la :( Killer topic for me lor.

Something to realli share is tt my bro no longer bully me like hell after tt incident. He is willing to listen to me n let me teach him E Maths & A Maths. Best of all chem ( he say my sci sux ). LOlx... super happy. Exam coming le. Friends out there dun follow me sia. I really a bad example to ppl. Must study earlier. If not your stress level will exceed like me. Can't sleep much lately too. Reason being that i have to clear my hw n tt i also dunno leh. Just sleep <6 hr per day. Getting so listless n having darkrings now. I have been burning mid-night oil for 1 week liao. Just to clear all my hw n to teach/help my bro in his revision. Is tiring but i hope it will benefit him. Just wanna him to do well. Seem so naggy bah.

Lesson in school was quite alright. Everything is rushing lor. Dun realli understand many subject like chem ( organic chem after e alkene ) , Physic ( after electricity ) . Haix... i realli wanna cry. After mid-year will come our MT intensive. Wanna score A for my Mt '0' level. So i dun need to retake it. After tt can really focus on all e others 7 subject. Still got about a mth plus to 'o' level MT. But i am sure our MT lesson would be fun with Mr Ang. Hahax.. he is a super nice teacher. One lesson that never allow me to sleep. He study japanese too n always have many fascinating story to get us engage. He rock..

Seem like an essay sia. Hahax.. shall end here wishing everyone good luck for their exam n to my beloved buddies, lets ensure tt we are always happy in sch bah^^ dun let anything affect our mood. ^^ See Ya soon.

2007-04-05T08:13:00.000-07:00

Back again^^

Well, yesterday no sch n i fall sick sia. So sad... Suppose to go out with friend de but haix... Stupid flu and sore throat make me so irritated sia. Hw nt done yet like normal la. Instead had to do all the ironing like no one business. Later going out with family wor. Hahax... school life is per normal. Boring and unbearable. The weather is really very hot la. Kept sweating after a short walk. Need the rain badly sia. Exam approaching liao. Not in the mood to do any revision la. The thought of e amt of things to revise for mid year is killing me!!! Well, at least we finish e whole book for history liao n is starting revision next week. So cool sia. Teacher help in revision is better ^^

Topic for mid year:

History>> Whole book (9 chapter)

A Maths>> ( Chapter 1 -19)

E maths>> ( Sec 1,2,3 and 4 excluding vector )

Chemistry>> Not sure yet ( Chapter 1- ??? )

Physic>> Not sure yet (Chapter 1- ??? )

Social Studies>> The whole of bk 3 and bk 4 to dunno what chapter sia.

So much to study lor. Still playing sia. I need help!!! Anyway, countdown to exam is only 22 days. OMG!!! so fast la. Haix... need teacher to do revision for all subject la. Well, enough of my complaining. Back to school life and frenx^^

LK: I stab u then u died faster la. Dun need think till so ma fan. Hahax.. or i just scared u till u died . Choose one wor.

Noel: Hey girl, i dunno what to say la. So see u on mon. Meet at usual place.

Sandhya: LOLx... dun need to thank me de la. That's what friends are for ^^

2007-03-30T20:33:00.000-07:00

I'm back liao^^

Sry for not posting for so long. I was nt free n my com was send for repair. Anyway, i am back to tell u abt my life. School life is getting so much better. I am feeling happier nowadays. Kind of trying to get more close with ppl le. I always try to think tt maybe leaving my friends with allow he to b happy. But things is just not tt. Instead she chose to ignore us. So i went back to my frenx le. I wanna thanks her anyway cus she allow me to become so happy^^ But i still wish tt one day we will br frenx again like we used to in lower sec. To my beloved frenx. I love u guys for changing my day. I did nt let u all know tt i was nt at all happy those time with u all but all of u were there to cheer me up.

To my dear noel : Dun care abt e bloody person le. Cheer up!! Grat tt u r going to pass down le. Hahax... Also, gd tt u go for ur cca in e end too. Hahax...

To my dear LK: U did nt went to our meeting place at 10pm yesterday. Walao, make me wait for u so long. See la, gonna meet u in school on mon le la!!! Argh!!!

To my dear Sandhya: Try to catch up with wat u miss that 1 week + 2 days. Dunno can ask us de. We will help u wor. Happy Belated Birthday too ^^

Well, got to go clear my pile of hw liao. Next week new timetable simply sux!!!

How i wish to have this load of sweet to share with everyone !!!

2007-03-03T12:14:00.000-08:00

SO SORRY!!! Long time no post liao... Having a busy schedule. Hahax... Anyway, got back result le. Wanna cry like hell de but tears just dun come out la. Did many silly mistake and like usual always so careless. Like 100%-15%=75% la.. Argh!!! Kind of wasted la. Haix... nvm bah. The worst will be to flunk my Eng paper. What is more angry is both paper 1 and 2 fial by ONE marks!!!! AR!!!! Sian lor... Left history have return but by how our teacher say. IS like so obvious fail de la. Highest for Essay is oni 7/13. Just pass la. Gosh, so hopeless.

WANNA TELL SOME IMBECILE TO GET LOSE LA!!! I DUN WANNA BOTHER ABOUT ALL OF YOUR PROBLEM LA. TALKING TO U SIMPLY WASTE MY TIME LA. I AM THE INNOCENT PARTY SO DUN BOTHER ME.

If u think that true frenx does exist for u, then i tell u : U are simply too naive la. U treat ppl as one but do u think that they treat u as one too? Is reality tt ppl that seem so close too u are actually not ur true frenx. You think u are really so great that ppl have to worship u ar? Too gd that u have tons of frenx? Sorry la. Take it tt maybe i dunno u real well but can u just stop going around listening to others? From the start u did nt treat ur frenx all e same la. U gave special treatment to who u think u can actually make use of la. To think tt everyone like u or tt u r too chio? WTH la... The thought of it simply make me feel nauseous la!!! Anyway, i cant be bothered with u all la. I simply not interested la. Stop scolding ppl like no one business. In the end retribution is yourselve de. Think twice and a word of advice : OPEN YOURS EYES REAL WIDE LA. DUN HIDE IN UR CAVE N THINK THAT WAT U SEE IS THE REAL WORLD LA. DUN BE SO NAIVE. EVEN A BITCH , SLUT OR EVEN A MENTALLY DIASBLED PPL KNOW WHERE THE REAL WORLD IS LA.

In life, lies always surface while the truth are always hidden.
Well, dun waste my time typing to some uncivilised ppl liao. Need to clear hw n study for my history class test liao.

2007-02-20T19:00:00.000-08:00

Wooh...so long never never post liao.... hahax... just trying to blog since i am so bored now. Is new year n i feel so sian. Need more ang bao money sia. Haha... Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LK!!! OLD LIAO WOR!!! hahax... haven even touch my hw sia.. So many hw to do lor.
HW:
- chem tys
-2 eng essay
-e maths ttbk paper 1 & 2
So much sia !!!!
CT is like oni 2 days away n i didn't even did any study lor. Dun wanna go for the stupid extended SRP!!! Argh... JIA YOU everyone for the CT. Hope my CT will pass sia. Especially my combine humanities!!! Hope my eng will pass too. Gonna post again when i am free wor... Hahax...^^

2007-02-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not posting so seldom. Busy with all the upcoming test and school. These few day was not really wonderful. Has so much to endure and many problems that surface. Needed help badly for studies and others problems. I wanna scream, wanna cry, wanna just erase all the bad memories. Argh!!! Kind of like acting these few day. Dun seem to be the real me. I became so silent at home compared to last time when i would shout at my bro and sis for e noise level which is so disturbing la. Instead, i will just try to concentrate and lower the tv volume all by myself. What had gone into me? Seem to be so strange. Chinese New Year coming le. Can't wait for that day. Gonna enjoy myself. ^^ Sure get fat de la o.0 Anyway, congrate to Alex kor for the gd result^^. Shall end here bah. Gonna turn in soon for tml madness of spring-cleaning. Gosh !!!

2007-02-02T20:14:00.000-08:00

Is already february le, still not in study mood. hw almost clear except for 2 mind-maps and social studies source-based question. think i am in the darkness of study. First, wanna let steam out. Have nt been talking to Haz for about some days le. We are nt on good terms. Actually this problem had surface since sec 2 or 3 but i nvr really go think abt it.Maybe is better now bah. We make things clear and i think i can seriously study better. Not being bothered about her. However, this make things worse for LK and Sandhya. I dun wanna see her so lonely like tt day that i like just let e 3 of them go together during recess. I dunno why but i just not really being kind. Maybe this is gd bah. Dun need worry about having to hurt her. We had been frenx for abt 3 year plus le. Leaving her alone during e last year seem too cruel liao. Anyway, back to topic bah. School had been so busy that i hardly gt some rest. Despite the nice weather since december, i hv yet to really rest. I slept less than 8 hours a day. Not even during weekend. Quite busy now sia. Chatting online and my com is starting to lag liao. Open too much page o.0 End here bah. gonna study soon le. Upcoming class test on next mon and common test on next thur. Gonna start mugging tml liao.

So cold and lonely

2007-02-02T05:02:00.000-08:00

I know i long time nvr post le. Hence, i wanna say SORRY. My life is simply to busy le. Given that this year is my impt year, i realli cant spent my time on com so often. Just notice one thing that i feel so screw up. Since the second week of this year, we have at least one test ever single week. Argh... so stress. Maths, MT, EL,Sci ( chem n physic ) OMG!!! my life seem to be so preoccupied. I need a break!!! Need to start mugging real soon lor. Having common test in like just NEXT WEEK!!! I need to really jia you le. Dun wanna go for extented SRP lor. Next, i wanna give credit to Mr Tan ( my history cher ) . He is very very pro. Guess wat, he use oni like 1 month and finish teachiong 4 chapters le. Oni left 2 more chapters to cover for our textbk/ syllabus. Pro hor?? Good anyway bah. Surprisingly i do understand sia. ^^ Not going to continue liao. Have to go clear my hw soon ^^

2007-01-27T08:30:00.000-08:00

Long overdue blog le bah^^ 12 days nvr update le. Many things happen in this 12 days and i hv started to be more positive. Firstly, i wanna declare that i officially dropped bio for the sake of others. It does is a heart pain at first for the feeling is like parting with someone u love. Bio is one of my love. However, e thought of who is teaching relieve me abit. Anyway, i am screwed up with all the upcoming common test and class test that nvr seem ending. Although for some subject we dun need to study, it is still very scared for it is counted in the common test. The previous two test were like so STUPID!!! I did quite bad for my chem class tes although i did pass. Then for my A Maths was really a waste lor. I make stupid mistake and my full marks gone. 3 marks wasted for the stupid + and - that i see wrongly.Argh!!! Futhermore, there is like 3 test next week for me!!!
(1) Amaths Class Test [ on permutation & combination and circular measure ]
(2) English Class Test [ on paper 1 ]
(3) Mother Tongue Class test too!!!
Argh!!!Talking abt this, Sandhya and LK dropped Amaths officially le. I would say is a wise choice since they cannot cope. As for Haz, she dropped chem. LOLxXx... each of us dropped one subject^^ My feeling now is quite low cuz of those hw pile on my table. I done quite alot le. Oni left with History, Amaths Ex 15.5 and chem workbook^^ I am still losing my concentration but i will say is improving. Can at least sit still to do hw le. However, i still cant remain awake when doing hw. Seem to be sleeping in e afternoon and nite lor. Really very tired!!! How i wish time would just stop for me to take a break. But i know tt it is impossible becuz i am on e road of life and every moment i am growing. Yet, through the road of life, i was hurt for every moment i cant tkae it and happy for every moment worth rejoicing. My life had been even interesting now tt i found e real meaning of wat life should be. Finally, i should say"I AM GROWING UP". Shall blog again when i am free le. Not really allowed to touch com so often^^

2007-01-15T05:43:00.000-08:00

I am completely lost. I am losing all my concentration. The thought of 'o's is really killing me. Finally decided to drop bio for i dont wish to just aim for a pass for my subjects. Maybe by dropping biology i can be more on task for all my others subject since i am already so far off behind for my 2 other sciences. I dunno if i can successfully dropped bio a not but i hope i could. I wanna score better by focusing on all my subject that i think i can really cope. Conversely, i wanna thanks Mrs Ajith for all the interest of bio she had develop in me. I am sorry to have disappoint her for i really cant cope for 'o's but i can always read it as pleasure. I still love bio just like how much i like maths. Really!!! Despite loving it, i do not wish to give myself so much stress. If not i will soon enter IMH. I am recently having low concentration in studies. I tend to get tired when i had to do homework or study for test. Tml having chem test and i still cant get anything into my head. However, i dun wish to let Miss Fu down. I wanna score well in tml test so i must really force everything into my head now. Until now i had oni done 1 hw out of 3. Shall end here bah ^^ Sry for all the long post nowadays. Wanna get everything off my head.

This is wat i am having now !!!

2007-01-14T23:10:00.000-08:00

Well, i was just talking in msn with LK. She is still awake and know wat? We both never do Bio mind-map!!! HahaxXx... both dinno how to do sia o.0 Gonna blog abit before bedtime ^^v. Shall blog a bit more on sat( 13 January 2007 ) bah.

13 January2007
Went Hougang Mall Popular to buy some things for my maths and others purpose. Was surprise to see many familiar faces there o.0 Went in the entrance and saw Noel and Stephen. They just finished their red cross. Then i went popular to grab my stuff and saw Noel again in Cd-Rama as she is waiting for her mum. Then i went around shopping to kill time bah. At around 3 plus, we saw the Campus Superstar and omg!!! they are so tall. Also saw some Mediacorp artist. They were playing the "chinese jie li sia" and then is was like so lame lor. HahaxXx.. but quite creative la cuz suddenly one of them ( i think is SiJia) say "Chai Tou Gao". Dun feed u with more le cuz i lazy to blog mah^^We stay for a while more then go home le.

14January2007
Well, today was quite bored as usual la. Cuz i seriously dunno wat i can do at my Ah Ma house lor. Every week also like tt de so i read the storybook that Yan Ling lend me lor. I was also considering seriously about dropping bio. Many reason make me wanna drop. I feel so stress with all the things i have to get into my tiny head b4 'O's. Seriously, i dun think i will be able to do so. The other reason is basically the new teacher teaching that i seriously dun understand lor. Her lesson is dead unlike last time bio and her explanation is so unclear that i simply chat all the way with LK or do other things. LK even smarter lor. She actually slp in the class o.0 Realli stress lor. Sandhya i wanna tell u one thing. Even with all of u accompany me through the 'O's, i think i wont hang on too long de. Like wat Miss Fu say "Is oni 8 more months to Prelim". So soon that i am starting to have exam phobia. All the mock exam, prelim and 'O's are making my dead cell to died more each day. So stress with all the though alone. Wishing that everything will faster end and i can enjoy my life after that ^^

Well, end here le bah. Wanna turn in liao. Tml still gt a long day to go. Nitex...

2007-01-13T09:13:00.000-08:00

Well, a good start of the day since i had clear almost all my weekend homework except for Bio mind-map. Felt so relax now but had to study for my chem class test soon!!! I dun wanna let Miss Fu feel so disappointed with our result because since sec 3 our class were like flunking her subject. She can never get 80% passes unlike maths and others subject. That is oni part of the reason la. The fact is i must be very careful nt to write the wrong chemical formula or will get punish. Jia You to all my other classmate too wor. Dun forget to study for tue ( 16 January 2007 ) chem class test hor!!! While searching the net, found some very meaningful quote and i would like to share:

o|x you gotta take the *good* with the *bad* x|o
o|x you gotta *love* whatcha got n *remember* whatcha had x|o
I really agree with this sentence lor. For sometimes it might be too late to realise.

iTs` kindA a ShaMe thErEs` no one to [b] [L] [a] [M] [e]
For all the [p] [A] [i] [N] life brinGS yOuR wAy .xOo
Is really a shame because for the the pain that we endure, we does nt know who is the real culprit to blame.

Well, going out later to buy things sia so must go finish up all my homework. Write till here, maybe updat next sat or wat. See when i am free ^^

2007-01-12T12:42:00.000-08:00

Back to post after a long break from here. LK dun say i nvr blog liao hor. I know my blog kind of like dead liao la. Stress start on 5 January 2007 for me due to the start of lesson lor. Quite sad for we are split up in English lesson ( LK & SAndhya in grp 2 while Hazwara in grp4 and me in grp 3) Can't stay together and chat. Worst of all my Bio teacher is making me to lose all my interest in Bio le. Her lessons i completely dun understand lor. Disappointing bah. I wanna Ajith to teach us again!!! Mother tongue even worst lor. Guess wat? My teacher is so entertaining lor. He told us about his love life where he is married and is having a girlfriend now. OMG!!! So funny. Laughing most of the lesson whenever he talks about his story. He is also full of jokes to make us laugh. Yesterday ( 11 January 2007 ), our class makes him our walking dictionary when we were doing "zuo wen". Me & LK were like finish writing liao and ask him how to write all the words we dunno at one shot.

(10 January 2007 )
School as usual just a day off from maths !!! Suppose is LK favourite day bah ,Right LK? Anyway when for AVA after school and was surprise bah. The photography members were there too as we hv merge since our force is stronger. They were like very quiet and the two grps were doing our own chatting. Arha!! Jasper finally come back liao. Long time no see him cuz he wanna quit but now still thinking about it bah. Then got one member who had change from Guides to our cca. Yeah. She is very cute lor and Jasper was like scaring her with all those nosense talking. It was a fun day though but when we were about to get dismiss, bad news broke in. Our new recruit for this year is oni around 3-4 lor. Depressing la. Last year also like that lor. Felt quite devastated with the recruit becuz at the orientation day, we recruite around 17 lor. Haix... AVA gonna collaspe soon le if this continue with oni less than 15 members after e sec4 gone.

(11 January 2007 )
A bad day lor. However, kind of like woke up from my fantasy land liao. Miss Fu was like scolding us for the bad attitude we hv towards studies. We did her chem in a rush for break and did not check through. We wrote the wrong chemical formula even when she gave us the charges of the transition elements. I am definitely guilty of it cuz i am one of them. Haix... then she real wake me from my fantasy land bah. I keep thinking that i have a lot of time but 'NO' i oni left with around 8 months to my Prelim. If i am going to continue with the attitude, i am sure gonna flunk. Moreover, Common Test 1 is like oni 2-3 weeks away!! Argh!!!!

Gonna go off to clear all my homework le. Argh !!! So much homework sia.

And Lk This is wat i wanna show u long ago about me sia.
HahaxXx... That's how i treat u !!!! Special treatment!!!

2007-01-02T14:36:00.000-08:00

Well, just clear my load for the day !! Yeah !! HaHaxXx... Lazy to type so i shall use pic to tell bah.

BEFORE

Well, this are the load of clothes i hv to iron lor!

AFTER

Finish all the ironing !!!

LOLx... gonna do other things now !! Cya !!

2007-01-01T08:11:00.001-08:00

WELCOME 2007 !!! Just came home from my aunt house^^. Well, shall keep it as short as possible cuz i am super tired lor. Have great fun and definitely gd food. First taste of cheesecake is nice but too sweet. Ate two kinds of cake; cheesecake and chocolate cake. (OMG!! So fattening lor!!) HahaXxX... ^^ Well, nothing much liao lor cuz is all abt the adult playing majong lor. So Sian. HahaxXx... end here bah. Wanna turn in liao. ^^

2006-12-31T21:00:00.000-08:00

Yeah... Today is the last day of 2006. Exactly 3 more hours to 2007!!! A new year, a new start!!! Woosh... Gonna countdown through tv tonight bah. Sian lor !!! This year didnt go so smoothly for me bah. Hope the new coming year would be much better. ^^ HeHexXx... Going out tml to my aunt house to celebrate the new year. School starting in 3 days time and i wanna tell all of you that i didnt even iron my clothes yet!!! HaHaxXx...Well, go bath liao. Bye... WELCOME 2007 !!!!

2006-12-30T10:42:00.000-08:00

Woosh... i am back to post le... haha.. kind of bored actually... Yeah!!! 2007 coming. Is just 2 days away. Suppose everyone has the same feeling as me bah. HahaxXx... I am really excited and of course wish to see the firework display . I shall hereby wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR. Hope that all the natural disaster like flash flood, earthquake and landslides will not happen in 2007 bah.

2006-12-27T19:41:00.000-08:00

Finally completed my blog. *KeKe* Holiday ending le!!! Can't slack anymore liao :( Have so much fun this holiday though.. Well, end here bah. Bye